Wanna Be Stoked

I am a 4-wheel drive monster truck
Spinning my wheels
Will I ever be satisfied
That my work is important
That I'm not needed elsewhere
Money wasn't enough to tie me down
So I let myself fall into a void
Of self indulgence
Pouring my energy into a survival game
A birthing of a business of my own making
And an exploring of work
That might excite and fulfill me
And it did
And now that those embers are cooling
I want to know
What I can pour myself into tomorrow
How do you stay stoked?