Preparing to Receive

That which I’m seducing
Stays hidden
For a time
To me
On the perimeter
While God prepares me to receive
Or give

I’m so far away from me
Yet we’ve come so far
What do I desire now?
What do I fear?
What can I love?
Who will receive?
How lucid is this dream?
Less wondering, more knowing.
Stay in the body.
This needs to be an earth-shattering orgasm.