Next Step?

What do I want?
What is the Universe suggesting to me?
I feel weightless
Unpulled
Not desiring
I need a clue
I’ve recycled my gifts fully already?
Is it time for a new education?
I get busy thinking
Researching
Computing
And the answers do not come
I lay here and be still
And the answers do not come
Am I forgotten?
Lost?
Trapped?
Did I wander off path?
Where is my guide?