You're all helping me to see
What I've been fishing for
Crazy how your actions
Your passions, decisions
Swing you, pendulum-style
To the other corner of the universe
Still getting used to my new reality
New rules
New rewards
New punishments
You're all helping me
To eventually stream my highest dreams
How did this vase get so dirty?

He makes me so excited
I get swept up in his currents
And soar, tumbling through the rapids and sharp rocks
Feeling bruised and exhausted
When I finally reach him

But what other kind of love should I imagine?
He's everything I designed
But
There are holes in the dream
Like being so drunk there are missing pieces
And you worry about what might have happened
And what might result

So I just keep dreaming in rainbows,
Cool showers, smiles & kisses
And when the black hole
Information voids tempt me
Toward destruction
I steer this art car back onto the
Road I want to travel

Where shall we go tonight?